Christmas Eve

Curled

The doggies are doing well. Today was a big day at Jessie’s – they’ll be sleeping quite well tonight.

I worked today, and it was really slow. I didn’t take a single call the whole day, but I got a lot of orders processed, so I guess that’s good.

I’m still caught off guard that it’s going to be Christmas in just a few minutes. It just doesn’t seem right to me. In some ways I’m so ready for this year to be over, but in so many other ways I can’t seem to let it go. 2009 has been such a hard year for me, and I’m still grasping at straws trying to figure out where I went wrong/what I did to deserve it all/where I’m supposed to go from here. It’s been such an unpredictable year, and yet, I’m missing what little predictability that I did have so much right now.

I don’t mean for this to be a downer of an entry, but I feel like I’ve written so little lately because of everything I’m trying to work out in my head. And that’s not really working, so maybe it’s time for something new.